After one week of NEET results, each one of our family was so confused about WHAT TO DO NEXT!
My neighbors and relatives suggested going through a
private quota but it was unaffordable and my family didn't wanted it too!
My dad who had no plan of me dropping a year for NEET
suddenly told me- Dropping a year can help to improve my score.
So it was decided that I'm going to take a drop for NEET
preparation. I joined one of the famous institutes in our district and started
preparing again. At the beginning of my preparation, I was quite worried-
Will I be able to make it out? Can I get into my dream
college? Won't be old enough to enter medical college? Won't I feel bored
reading the same thing again?
Whenever I saw my friends, who entered medical colleges
or engineering colleges, having fun, I felt FOMO*! I would think to
myself- Did I do the right thing? Should I have joined engineering?
Will I miss all this stuff in my life?
But once I started scoring well in well in mock tests, I got the confidence
that I can do well in NEET 2022. I felt maybe I deserved better, so
god gave me another chance!
The results of NEET 2021 counseling were announced and I
was not allotted with any colleges. I did feel bad but consoled myself- I
deserve better!
The teachers in my institution supported me a lot. They
always kept an eye on my performances and appreciated me whenever I did well in
my mocks. I made good friends and always enjoyed their company.
The date of NEET 2022 was announced on 6 April 2022 and
it was to be conducted on 17th July 2022.
Three months passed quickly! Again the same question was
raised in my mind- Will I get my dream college?
I started asking stupid questions on Quora. I was so
doubtful about myself and my LUCK!!
*You can follow me on Quora ( Hehehe! 🙃😅):https://www.quora.com/profile/Disha-Shetty-185?ch=2&oid=1168894476&srid=u8NgOq&target_type=user
Admit card for the exam was released and luckily or
unfortunately I don't know that!! I got my previous school as my exam center. I
had very mixed feelings- I was sad. I didn't want to back to school as a
failure/ a dropper because I was once a topper in my school 🥺and now...
But still, I was happy somewhere as I could go back to my
school after a long time. The memories that I had of my school made me
nostalgic! I had been in that school for 12 years of my life.
Days went faster. It was the day of the exam! My hands
started trembling and my heart was beating faster and faster. I went to my exam
center. I saw some of my juniors in my exam center but I was not in the mood of
talking to them because somewhere I felt I was a loser.
Wait! Wait! Don't think I'm trying to demotivate here! My
mind completely changed after writing the exam.
My exam situation didn't feel the same as my previous
mock tests. During mock tests, I used to have extra time of 20-30 mins but here
I felt a lack of time. The paper level was unexpected. Biology which used to be
everyone's favorite became a burden. It was so lengthy that it took me around
1.5 hrs to complete the biology part. Chemistry used to be my favorite as
mentioned in my previous blog but here it was so confusing! Physics was quite
easy this time but time wasn't in my favor so I had to leave some questions
which I knew to solve. I ended up scoring a decent score ( after checking the
unofficial answer key)
* My actual score will be disclosed after the results.
Stay updated!*
My mindset changed after the examination. I felt that
either a candidate is a fresher or a repeater, what happens on the day of
examination; none can decide. NEET just tests your ability on that particular
day and not your preparation days. So I just wanna say prepare yourself for the
best.
THANK YOU
*FOMO means fear of missing out*
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